cold, cold water surrounds me now and all I’ve got is your hand
I’m still alive. Just haven’t felt like posting. Things are happening… life is moving along but I’m just not very motivated right now. Like I’ve lost a spark or voice that feels natural. I’ve tried to start several posts since my last one. Each one never gets finished. I feel so muddled right now. Tired. Lonely. Stressed. Anxious. So here’s the best I can do at the moment. Some random thoughts that have crept into my head or have filled my thoughts these past few weeks.
- That 70′s Show will end after next year’s season. Sad.
- Money. Lack of money sucks.
- I think I’m finally going to get roped into jury duty.
- Teen Witch is an evil movie. No matter if I have somewhere to go or if I have better things to do, if I’m flipping channels and it’s on, I drop everything.
- Dominic Monaghan is really unattractive. His under bite and weird way his mouth juts out and moves to the side when he talks bugs me. This is pathetic of me, I know.
- My new crush is Matthew Goode. So hot. Go see Chasing Liberty. It will make you smile. Unless you’re a co-co-cold hearted snake.
- The new PP album is radness. It’s such a step up from their previous work and I really adore that it captures the energy they have when live. Their instore at Tower on the 10th was fun. I continue to love Sam. But it was too damn hot out. It’s supposed to be winter right? Bleh. That’s Los Angeles for you. Gorgeous 80 degree weather in the middle of January.
- Since after Christmas I’ve been immersed in the world of the His Dark Materials trilogy. I’ve never been so emotionally invested in a series of novels before. To the point where I would have to put the book down before getting to certain parts, afraid of what might happen, or because I had to calm myself as I sobbed uncontrollably. They simply floored me and made me reflect on life, death, religion, faith, and love. They will sit with me, in my thoughts and heart, for a long time to come.
January 22nd, 2004 at 6:55 pm
I can’t wait to see Chasing Liberty again with you tomorrow. It was much more fun with you than with Kelly, Aris, and Kyle on Monday. Such a pretty movie…with such a pretty guy. *Sigh*
January 23rd, 2004 at 4:54 am
You’ve inspired me to re-read His Dark Materials. I read them a long time ago an those things you mentioned and how they’ll stay with you have already left me. And I think I want to revisit that. Glad you’re liking them.
I can’t wait until PP releases stuff in England…until then, it’s Amazon.
January 23rd, 2004 at 12:59 pm
Yay, another person addicted to “Teen Witch”! James thinks I’m crazy, because every time it’s on I have to watch it. It’s so cheesy I love it. What is it about that movie?
January 23rd, 2004 at 10:35 pm
I really, really like the design of your site…
Yeah, lack of money sucks. But think $$$…you’ll call money thinking about it positively.
Dominic isn’t attractive for me either, I preffer the guy who plays Pippin.
January 24th, 2004 at 9:38 am
hang in there alyse
i also *love* the new phantom planet, esp. the first half of the cd…really good!!
January 27th, 2004 at 12:48 pm
But… but… Dominic’s so funny! It’s about personality, people.
I recently forced my roommate to watch part of Troop Beverly Hills since he had never heard of it. He marveled at it’s cheesiness and I told him “Just you wait until Teen Witch is on.”
Speaking of book addiction, I recently started reading Harry Potter for the first time. It’s like paper crack!
February 2nd, 2004 at 10:50 am
When your down, play some Mario Party!!! I don’t know what it is but I’m kinda depressed as well…