Bolt of Blue

The cast of Roswell is further hooking up! I was surprised to learn that Katie Heigl and Jason Behr, who play brother and sister on the show, are dating. I always thought the way Jason would hug Katie in scenes together was not very brotherly. And I don’t know why but I get sweetly happy whenever I see Majandra and Brendan together at events. Wait, I do know why… I think they rock together. Not just the characters they portray on Roswell but also in real life. Only 55 days until the season premiere of Roswell!

Ok… some of the greatest dialogue from Roswell ever!

Michael: There’s a lot about you Maria. There’s a lot about you but I think, what means the most to me, is that you’re open. You know, I can look into your eyes and I can see you. I can see what you’re thinking, I can see what you’re feeling. How much I mean to you sometimes. How much I piss you off sometimes. But I can always see you.

Maria: I see you too.

Michael: No. No you don’t see me. You know when Max and Liz would kiss, and Liz would get the flashes. And when we would kiss you didn’t? I know how much that hurt you.

Maria: That doesn’t matter to me anymore Michael.

Michael: The reason you didn’t get the flashes is because I didn’t let you get them. I didn’t let you see me. I’ve never let anyone see me before, because there are things inside of me that I don’t want people to see. There’s things inside me that I’m not so proud of. But I’ve thought about it and I want you to see me. Take my hands.

And of course… my favorite line I think from the whole season finale…

Maria: I think we just took a huge step in human alien relations.

I’m so addicted to Roswell fan fic right now… wait, right now… try since the show started. But I just can’t stop reading all the great fan fic out there. Of course, the only fan fic I enjoy is Michael and Maria ones.

My stomach is killing me right now. Yet here I am writing in this sucker. What is wrong with me? I’ve had little time to devote to all my sites. I think I’m no longer going to designs sites for anyone unless they are a friend of mine or a redesign of a site I originally designed. I just don’t have the time or desire anymore. I think I’ll still offer to make buttons and banners. And I want to make fan fic story titles. That would be fun. Otherwise, it’s just taken too much out of my sites that I do want to devote time to. I have literally like 50 photos to add to my Paul Walker and Jude Law sites.

Oh, I want to get another domain. One where I can post my resume and portfolio and nothing else but I don’t know what the heck to get that is creative and meaningful without being lame.

Ok Roswell‘s season finale was incredible. I was blown away. As someone who’s main reason for watching the show is the joy of watching Michael and Maria, this episode just warmed my soul. It’s good to be a candy gal right now.

The season finale of Roswell is tonight. I’m jumping out of my skin I’m so excited.

So much has been going on with me it’s a wonder I’m still somewhat sane.

Last week the Moulin Rouge soundtrack came out. It’s incredible. I am going to have serious heart problems when I watch the film tomorrow night.

Last Tuesday was definitely new music day. I bought 4 new cds that were released that day. Weezer, Joe McIntyre, The Go-Go’s and Depeche Mode. I’ve been too busy to listen to any of them except for Weezer and Joe’s. So far, amazing! Joe sounds great and is adorable. Weezer rocks! So glad they have come back.

They’ve been filming a movie near where I work. It’s so frustrating. They filmed in our building a couple of days and one day while we were in the office. They kept telling us to be quiet. I was actually sshhed. I was so annoyed I told the dude whatever and kept talking. Jake Busey is like 8 feet tall. Had to walk past him when I went to the bathroom. And Adam Garcia is pretty nice looking. He was walking around our desks cause I guess he was bored. They both wore horrible outfits. Orange band uniforms or something. The office was so not starstruck it was funny. But it will be neat to see our office in the finished film.

So the official Duran Duran website finally made the announcement that Warren has left and that the original band members are getting back together for an album and tour. I’m still nervous and still feel sad about the whole thing. But if I see Roger Taylor next year, well… I can’t even begin to imagine.

Roswell got cancelled by the stupidest network somehow still alive but got picked up official by UPN. YEAH!!!! There is still hope! And there is going to be a full 22 episode 3rd season! Now I can watch the season finale knowing that. I have to have the kleenex ready cause the preview made me tear up so I know this is going to be emotional to watch. I can’t wait.

Life is so… up in the air for me. Too much is happening and so much is unclear. I miss my love. I know I’m not healthy, emotionally or physically. I am certainly not happy being apart from the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. I just hope that we finally get a little luck and things start going our way for once. But no matter what, I’m not giving up.

Fan Forum isn’t doing so great. I donated some money to help them out but what can $20 bucks do? I hope other people support them cause it would be sad to see them have to close down. The Crashdown is one of the sites I definitely visit daily and I would hate to see it go. So if you ever visited Fan Forum and joined in the many discussions there or visited one of their excellent sites, you may want to consider donating a few bucks.

Ah… Christmas is coming. I have lots of baking to do tonight. I can’t wait. I love baking cookies and other goodies.

So um… was informed about another site that copied one of mine. The situation righted itself quickly but it’s great hearing the lame excuses. Why is it that so often I’m told “a friend” was the one who helped? No one can ever take responsibility for their actions it seems. Is it really that much easier to lie? Doesn’t knowing you copied from someone’s original work (and I mean, outright took graphics and everything — no question about it) make you feel bad in any way? I don’t know… I just couldn’t feel ok with myself. But then, I’m not that type of person. And most people who design sites are not those types of people. It’s still frustrating. I shouldn’t be so surprised anymore… it’s happened too many times already to me and I know to many other people. I guess I try to believe the best of people…

Now I’ll switch to another random topic… my boyfriend is home in Canada right now. I miss him. Of course.

And another… finally saw the Roswell Christmas episode. I had to tape it… loved it. Got emotional. But what the heck was up with Michael and Maria? Since when did they get back together? How come the viewers didn’t get to rejoice in Michael finally telling Maria he wanted her back in his life romantically? And what was up with Maria thinking about marrying Brody? But anyways, it was great to see Michael trying so hard for Maria. And the Max and Liz scenes were great… the Tess/Kyle/Valenti/Amy scenes were nice but what happened to Alex once again?

Actually watched “Dawson’s Creek”. What came over me? The show makes me sick. Joey needs a good kick in the butt. And poor Dawson. He is too good for her and I say go after Pacey’s more intelligent sister. Why pine for an awful friend who uses and abuses you? Ah, it’s just a silly tv show… I don’t care… really!

I really can’t wait for Christmas though… I love this time of year… Ok, enough of this insanely random post… ciao.